So, yesterday Jake asked out the love of his life, Abby Sharp. But oddly enough, I'm mostly okay with that. I guess I only liked him in the spur of the moment. Because I'm basically over him. Its weird what trying to convince the you like to ask out another girl does... But my mind and heart aren't done yet.
You know, they say you're mind is the most unknown part of your body. But I disagree. I say, it's your heart. You have no idea what it's planning. All I know is that I've had it for twelve and 3/4 years, and I feel like it's a complete stranger. Even if I've followed in it's path all of my life.
And you may be wondering "why the heck is she telling me this?" Here's why. I have recently had another dream. But this time it was about a guy named Caden Bailey. Which was beyond weird because I've never really actually talked to him before. But it's also weird because it's Avery Clark's best friend. You remember me talking about Avery right? But anyway the dream was basically that one night at Mutual I saw him at the church And I followed him, to see what he was doing and we ended up in the school computer lab... which was way beyond weird... and I came up to him and said it's Caden right. And He says yes. And i told him my name was Reagan, we shook hands,and then we appeared hanging out. We were laughing our heads off, and just having the time of our lives. Then we kind of got into a fight about me liking someone else and him being mad about it. Next Scene: I was in my bed crying about the whole incident with Caden and I got up, put jean shorts and red converse high-tops on, and went for a walk in the pouring rain. I had my cellphone with me at the time and in my dream it was an IPhone.
Cool right? And when I turned the corner, going into the next block, I got a text message from Caden saying he was sorry. I asked him where he was, and he said to turn around( at this time I was soaking wet.) and there he was. Then, I woke up. Realizing it was all a dream, I cried for like a day. Worst day of my life. Best dream of my life. It looks like it's about to rain outside so I think I'll go for a walk.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
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