Dreams, Heartbroken, and Happiness

They say your dreams hold events in which similar things will happen. As if your heart has already seen the future and all of your senses are trying to catch up with it. But I guess your heart is always going to be a few steps ahead of your mind. No matter how much you try to stop it, its always going to take the first turn in your life.Why I'm writing this, you're about to find out. A few nights ago, I had a dream about my very dear friend, Jake (Whatever his middle name is) Murphy. I guess I hadn't realized that I wanted more than friendship until I woke that morning. And as usual for me, dreams were crushed...literally. That day, another close friend, Colby, asked me if I knew who Jake liked, And I didn't. So of course I got all obsessed with who he liked, and after I found out, I wish I hadn't. It wasn't me... of course.That day, was today.Yesterday, my friend Rachel Wood, pointed out that shes never seen me mad or upset or...depressed. And I guess I really haven't been. Until today. I guess Friday is not my favorite weekday anymore... =(