Some say, I say. This is why...

There's some instances where people think I ask for way too much. Some say I need to let go of everything and start a new slate. Some say I have to move on and just forget about Jase. I say that they have no idea what I would be dealing with. Imagine losing your mom. Or your dad or your sister/brother. Or you know what? Imagine losing anyone you love. This is just like that. I lost someone that I really cared about. Just not physically. I see him all of the time at school, but as I pass by him going separate ways in the hallway, he's a perfect stranger. As if I was walking through the streets of New York City. I pay attention to the ground in front of me. But then, there's one little thing that catches my eye. It's Jase. And why is he the one that catches my eye you may ask? It's because he played the biggest part in my life. Of all 500 kids in my school, he's the one that gets my attention. That's why. But I still can't reach that piece of my life that he contains. I'm afraid I'll never be able to. Because as my life goes on, Jase is always going to be just out of reach. So maybe I should forget it all. Start a new, shiny, clean slate. Forget about Jase forever. End it all. All of the pain. All of the hurt. All of the...drama. Do you think so?