Friday, January 16, 2009

Over it... but still curious!

So you all remember me talking about Jase right? Well for a brief description, we were amazing friends (#1 on eachother's list) and then we became more than friends. I really cared about him...and then I got dumped and burned. Of course I blame myself bacause he wouldn't have dumped me if there wasn't something wrong with me. So anyway, we split, and then a few months ago I went to Nevada and I wasn't aloud to bring my phone with me. But while I was gone, Jase texted me and said,"I had a dream about you and I only have dreams about people who I really care about and can't let go of. I still have to wonder though, what was Jase's dream about? The only thing I'm positive of is that I played a massive part in it. But which part? And doing what exactly?I've been getting the idea that we kissed in the dream or something. Which that would have been great. Because If he did, than maybe that is why he made up with me. Because he didn't want it to be just a dream. I mean, he is really sweet and down to earth. And I really felt different around him. But a good different. I felt like he could see right through me. I mean I'm really hard to figure out but for him I was just a sheet of glass. And he could see how different I was. How down to Earth. Or how... well... there's really no right way to describe me. And even seeing the real me. And not just a girl in the crowd, he still loved and cared about me so much. And I loved him to. I don't really think I'll ever forget what we had, and I don't think I'll ever have it again. There's no one like him. And...that's my dream.

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