He Knows

Jake"accidentally" spilled the beans on Thursday. Jase knows I like him. And he's probably thinking that I'm stupid, naive, and that I never give up. But the weird thing is, I actually agree with him. I'm all of those 4 things. I fell really hard. I feel SO STUPID! But I guess this means he's not the one. The one wouldn't have ended it so quickly. Or the one would have ended it and then fixed it in a really amazing romantic way. And anyway Jase has quite a few negative things about him: 1. He is majorly paranoid. 2. He has horrible mood swings. 3. He blames people falsely because of what other people did. 4. His eyes can trap him in your heart forever (haha....wait that's kind of a positive thing.) Ok maybe there's not that many bad things about him. But there's plenty of reasons why he would dump me: 1. I'm way too curious about stuff. 2. He probably still like Hailey or Kenzee. 3.I'm and idiot and I was so stupid and naive and...UGH I'M AN IDIOT! But hey. If someone else can give me that amazing, spectacular, beautiful feeling, Than GREAT! Where do I sign up? Except wait, there's one problem. There's NO ONE like him. But, have a happy Valentines Day. (Ugh what do I do what do I do what do I do?)