Once upon a time...

Once upon a time there was a princess. (Lets call her Reagan haha...I'm not saying I'm a princess or anything it just is fitting into my story.)Princess Reagan had what you would call a journal that you could access from the internet. But she made the huge mistake of telling her friend, lets call her ricky, that she had the journal. Ricky would always comment on the posts. And it didn't bother Reagan at first until one day Ricky exclaimed "I'm going to make my own online journal!" So Ricky did what she said she did. But as Ricky added more and more posts, Reagan realized that Ricky copied everything Reagan said and how she said it. Cause you know what? Reagan wishes that she could turn back the clock to be friends with Jase again. And reagan's friend is also abused! And Reagan had already said she was different from every other girl! Reagan alredy had the weirdo dreams! And reagan told ricky at school that her parents were acting strange! So now I wish Ricky would delete the stupid blog and stop copying my every idea, feeling, and experience beecause they are all MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So seriously Ricky if you know who you are, I'm sorry but what you're doing is SO ANNOYING!

Talent Show

So I finally decided what song I was going to do. It's called thinking of you by Katy Perry it's like her only normal song and I love love love it so listen to it. It's on the front page of my blog in the playlist. It's the very last one so I hope you enjoy! But that's not all I'm gonna talk about in this post. For some reason, all of the good memories of me and Jase came up to me. He said he cared about me. And that out of all the girls in the world, I was the sweetest. But now, he probably thinks I'm a freak for liking him again. And I had to go and ruin the whole stinking relationship. I HATE THIS YEAR NOW! The only thing I like about this year is that I'm surrounded by amazing friends.(Sara, Cortlyn, Jake, Makenna, Abby, Shulese, Nikki, Cailtin,Irlanda, and a bunch of other people.) Oh and my grades are really going up so I might get my phone back soon so I can text and see what the heck is going on with everybody instead of being caged in my house full of creeper familly members. ANd Ya CHecK oUt ThE soNg. (I'm dedicating it to Jase.)

You don't know me as much as you think you do.

Hey. I'm unique. I'm way different than some people can accept. But I guess Jase couldn't accept me. I just wanted to feel...Precious... and fragile...and wonderful to him... and I just want him back. I can remember all of the conversations and all these things do are kill me from the inside out. Conversations like him thinking I'm the sweetest person he's ever met. He's the sweetest guy I've ever met. And...Hmmm... I really just want to feel important to somebody right now. SO much I'd like to talk to him. I just hope he doesn't still like Jessi Blackburn or whatsherface...whatever her name is...I'm pretty sure it's Jessi blackburn. She is really pretty... hmm...too bad for me i can't compare.